Dearest Diary,

I want to change my job, i want to be out of sales, this doesnt suit me very much, i am an ernest person, i cant think on my toes, i will not make a very good salesperson esp when i dont understand the product that i am selling.

so well what are the other sturggles, i am not able to fit in this team, i dont, that's not in my personality, i am just struggling. i hv always been a misfit. so that was kinda bound to happen.

One should enjoy their job, which i am not doing here, i wonder if i am made for IT.

There are other things that i would enjoy, travelling, sourcing, containers, i should explore other opportunities.  yes coz, i am so close to being thirty. It is high time that i do something that i enjoy.



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