half spent, half left

How so much i try to keep that away, but office thoughts does consume my mind bandwidth, even when i am at home. I have joined a new team, which is high velocity, product is vast n very technical, so i will have to take some pains, i will hv to be courageous, that comes as part of  making some transition in life. So we have an event in pune day after tomorrow and i have to present some part of my product, rest will be taken care by technical team and i am being jittery abt me having to present, coz this product is very new to me. So think of this priya, suppose u do it, how wud u feel about it 3 or 6 months down the line, proud, right? u will feel why was i scared about it, this can be done and if u dont do, u will feel little ashamed, little downhearted that i didnt take up the challenge. I know ur nature, u get bogged down easily, and start feeling jittery but soon start feeling better when u hv overcomed that feeling. It's all abt perspective. Look from a higher plane, ...

The title of this blog of mine is very telling, at least for me.  So my life is half spent, and half left. This is good time to analyse and reflect what is important for me and what not, to be more precise, what should be important to me and what not.  Most important i have done. pinged husband and responded to his morning msg where he said sorry for this morning behavior. he said sorry, i said dont bohter, kiss, make up, all good here.  Now coming to other things which should be important to me. My own happiness, days to be spent without stress (office or family), my body being fit (for which i doing nothing) infact i bought laddos n sonpapdi today from sweets shop and i m eating that right now, after dinner and was munching on them before dinner as well.  So i was writing what is important to me,  instead, what shd be important to me.  My health shd be my priority my marital life shd be my priority my well being and piece of mind, c...